PS: I LOVE YOU

Guess this is my last post now !

Last 3 words to you that has my life in them : I LOVE YOU ! !

Tere Bin na dekhu main subah..

I have been lying to myself for the last few months that you are worth nothing to me, I can get far better gals than you, I never loved you etc etc.. But the truth is, I was lying to myself and that was my biggest fault. I have realized, I need no one else in my life but you. You are not my zidd, but you are my soul! I want to live every moment of my life with you so that this life moves on smooth and nice. I want to be the reason for your smile, I want to see that glitters in your eyes that I used to see everytime we met. I am running away from all the places we visited but I am unable to run away from your thoughts and our memories. I am sure everyone has played their role, divided us and is happy. They have ruined our lives and I can never forgive anyone for this.. You fought with me because you were under pressure.. You are too innocent to fight on those reasons but you got carried away! I said rough things, but I know what I went through after saying all those things to you!! And, I mean it.. I wish I get some supernatural powers so I can always look after you and save you from anything bad.. My sole reason to exist will be your happiness, if not with me then atleast without me!! I know you still love me.. But, the situation has gone out of our hands and we have ourselves, let it go. We became the victim to our circumstances!

Anyways, I do hope you are forever happy! At least someone should be happy.. I dont know how much you loved me. But I loved you from the bottom of my heart and I have considered as my everything.. No one can replace you ever!! And I wont let anyone replace you EVER!

PS: I love you until Death!

Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks..I will be right here waiting for you

I have tried a lot to forget you, to hate you. Everything seems to fail. I love you and you have made a place in each drop of my blood. I wish you had loved the way you lied. At least loved me the way you loved you ex. I could ne'er take that place it seems. With me you went out on a vacation, did so much. But still after break up, never looked back. But it wasn't the case with your ex. He was lucky enough or maybe I'm not worthy of your love in your eyes. Well, let me tell you whatever I do, I do it for you. I wish I could convey what's in me, I wish I could speak myself up. I wish I could see you again, I wish I could sense you so close once again. I feel so secured in your arms. I feel so natural when you wrap me around. Everythingz gone. Nothingz left.. The only hope that's left is one day I will be relieved of this pain.. One day I will die - which is known and inevitable.