Monday, January 31, 2011

Name says it all..

Baby as your name = my business.. This Gold shall be the string that will bind us very soon. When I am sitting idle I always think of our good times. In the past I got carried away sometimes and doubted you badly. I regret that daily. I dont have any doubts on you anymore but yes you hardly respond sometimes so I get insecured. I dont like that feeling. Still I know you love me more than I do. So, I am relaxed. You dont express it but still I feel it. :* You are the most wonderful thing that has happened to me in my life. Just hard work + God's will can unite us. I am doing my part and just keeping fingers crossed because each day is like a hell for me. Saala guzarta hi nahi.. When I am with you kitna jaldi guzar jaata hain time.. First place I'll go back with you is "Saba" :) - Calm, silent and nice place. These memories are my motivation to work non-stop.. I crave to spend each moment of my life with you. And I'm sure this time God wont deprive me of it because this time I do mean it. In the past, he never waved his magic wand because he knew you are there for me.

Anyways, bohot bakwaas likh diya.. I write here because I need to speak out my inner feeling somewhere..

Take care.. And wait little more.. Wont be long enough now.. I'm coming for you very soon..

PS: I Love you..
Your UTK..

Thursday, January 20, 2011

When everything seems meaningless..

There is no meaning in anything without you. I am shattered. Every second seems like an year to me now. Just in search of the end of the tunnel to see the light. I have lost your smile. I am the culprit. I am doing whatever it takes to preserve you in my life. I cannot give up. I have nothing right now, with me except those memories that helps me to keep going on. I have become too feeble and lost all my pride and anger. I need to setup an empire - for whom? I dont need it. I want to set it up for you. So I can buy whatever you look at. Everything deserves to be at your feet and I cannot deprive you of this right. Baby believe it or not, I love you truly from the bottom of my heart. My every heartbeat is for you and your smile is only for me..Your eyes should only look at me..Your lips should only utter my name!

Maybe as you said once, you can get 1000s of better guys than me. I'm sure you will. But I'm sure no one will love you more than me. Maybe I am short tempered and impatient. But...I would say if you can disregard that and look at my love..

You are right - every relationship is a disaster without a stability. But always remember the basic support is love then comes materials. With money and without love no rp can be successful and one day or the day life would be a hell. I promise you - i'll give you both..

Bye..Love you!